Happy Birthday love~

Love…

A special way of being close that two can truly share,
A special touch of tenderness that shows how much you care,
A special way of knowing that someone is always there
A special kind of relationship that is shared by two alone,
A special understanding that has time passed has grown,
A special kind of joy like no one else has ever known,

That’s love…
And today cherishing all those things been above,
On your birthday my love

My Guinea cerdos~

Te quiero  ♥  Te echo de menos  ♥  quiero besarte My Guinea cerdos ♥  Quiero abrazarte  ♥  Gracias para todo ♥

♥ Adam Lambert ♥

Juz displaying a few of my collection of his photos =)
                                                         Cuz iHeart Adam Lambert ^ ^

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L.O.V.E

♂ Remember when I first met u?
    I was always filled with worries and problems...
♀ Then u stepped into my life and everything changed..
    The emo girl is now an optimistic girl..
♂ You wiped her tears and cheer her up,,,
    Her problems are all gone..
♀ Because u shared them and solved every of them...

♂ Like the song I wrote for you....
    U did so many things for me but u just did not realize it...
♀ Remember that folder u wanted me to delete?
    I was so scared I'll regret if I delete it...
♂ But I deleted it in the end...
    At first, I really dun understand where did the courage of deleting it comes from...
♀ Then I knew, it's love....

♂ That is what made me stronger..
    What made me stand up again...
♀ 19th of June...U know wad happened on that day?
    The two angels met on earth....
♂ It's the beginning of their journey...
    17th of August...They finally knew the truth...
♀ 18th of August...Shhh....I believe we both know wad happened...ツ

♫ Wild Fire ♫

♪ Verse 1 :

 My love for you is like wild fire.

 It spreads so fast I lose all control.

 You are what I yearn for and now I got it all.

 Just incase you don't know....

 I will never let you go untill the last day of forever.

♪ Verse 2:

Rainy days used to be all sad and dreary.

But with you it feels so warm and cozy.

Your kisses and your tenderness are drivin' me crazy.

I tried not to think of you but that's not so easy.

You're the song that I can't stop singing... 

♪ Pre Chorus:

You're always giving me strength when I feel like almost breakin' down.

Whispering to me telling me tomorrow will be better.

Tellin' me it's okay you'll be there for me foerever.

So don't cry baby girl you'll be fine.

♪ Chorus:

A wish upon a star do come true.
Fairytales come after rainstorms.

Just put some faith in it.
Believe that miracles do happen.
And nightmares will fade just within a glint.
I won't stop believin'.

© Copyright stArwish anGel ™

♥ Guardian Angel ♥

Sorry if I confuse u...
Really sorry if I hurt u...
Really really sorry I made u cry...

Sorry for being a jerk...
Really sorry for making u worry...
Really really sorry because I can't handle things well...

Sorry for being childish...
Really sorry that I ruined your surprise...
Really really sorry for making your life so complicated...

Sorry I shouldn't appear in your life...
Really sorry for always losing self control...
Really really sorry I dunno even know wad am I thinking sometimes...

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Thank you for being such a good friend...
Really thank you for treating me so good...
Really really thank you for helping me everytime I'm in touble...

Thank you for cheering me up when I'm sad...
Really thank you for letting me realize I can put away my pass...
Really really thank you for being the one to let me vent on when I have to...

Thank you for all your sacrifises...
Really thank you for being so patient with me...
Really really thank you for giving me strength when I lose my faith...

Thank you for your guidance...
Really thank you for your love and care...
Really really thank you for being my compainion no matter I m lonely or not...

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No matter what you decide
No matter what u think

I will always be your Guardian Angel...always...

=)

You're the only person who gives me this kinda special feeling...
Although there are so many ppl out there who understand me more than u do,
But they just can't take over ur place...
They gave me a lot, u gave me a little...
But what u gave me makes me happier than what they gave me...
The moment I woke up this morning, I knew I have forgiven u...
I knew I am ready for another journey...
No matter who will be the next one I meet in my journey,
I am prepared...but with this warm heart, I wish u will still be the one...
The same old you in my brand new life...
Let HIM decide then..Who knows?

Maybe it won't be you this time,.maybe someone even better than u??
Still the same thing, I hope it's u....

I surrender

I was reali mad at u...Why? Cuz I missed u too much...
I did not noe wad to do...
Then I made up my mind to take my dirty little revenge...
But the innocent smile of yours destroyed every plans of mine..
And the pictures of our past haunted me like ever before...
How could I ever resist you?
Didn't wanna hurt you or make you sad...
But I can't keep it in my heart forever...
So then I erupted juz like a volcano...
Pouring everything to you, felt both happy and sad...
But the tenderness of yours wasn't enough to cheer me up...

Luckily, I have someone to cheer me up..
I was happy after tat someone chatted with me...
No matter it's bitter or sweet,
this someone is willing to help me and acompany me...
Thank God I have both of you in my life =)

For you I will~

Thank you Josh for the lyrics =) It means a lot to me...

听说南方从来不会有寂寞
听说在海边世界没有尽头
你哭覂告诉我
你和他梦想的种种
我会是你雨天的湖泊
拥抱你的温柔
好想看你的笑容
对离开的他说
你心中那份美丽
怎么找都不会再有
轻轻触摸未来遥远的风
有一天你会找回你的梦
幸福是看得透而不是
舍不得他的所有
慢慢触摸天空暖暖的火
我在这天黑了也不会走
你的快乐除了他
还有我永远守候
不要难过
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听说冬天叶子熟了会脸红
听说在天空有迷人的星座
一起去探险吧
也许你会喜欢而感动
你沉默的时候
我知道你的心还很痛
真想看你的笑容
对你的他大声说

Butterfly kisses

Went back to my primary skul 2day
I gt butterfly kisses all over me...
I m serious, ' butterfly kisses ' from real butterflies..
Noe y? cuz I went to visit the butterfly farm there...haha!
Once I gt in there I rili dun feel like coming out...
Watching God's little miracles inside =)
Hmm, really interesting...

无尽的迷宫

那双手把我引进了无尽的迷宫...
他答应过我要陪我走到最后。
可是他却在半途调头而走...

一个人试着走完那无尽的迷宫...
伤心无助的我们无法再回头，
只好往前方勇敢地走下去...

也许他已经回到了迷宫的入口...
而我却脱离不了这无尽的迷宫.
我对着那星闪闪的天空许了愿

希望他会在无尽的迷宫出口等待
只要他愿意，我再怎么辛苦也会撑下去的。
我会把那不可能完成的迷宫走完！

疑惑星星们会不会让我的心愿达成...

我学会了

你总让我有很多幻想空间...
对我来说，一开始是好事。
日子久了，才发现这些幻想空间让我失望了好多次...
因此， 我决定了不因为你说的话去幻想，去猜测...
学了好久，终于成功啦！
我把不舍得的牺牲了，
现在一点都不后悔..
因为，我明白了预防胜于治疗！
有时别期望太高是好的，失望时就不会那么辛苦。
不对，应该说，不期望就不会失望。
不过，这句话要懂得在适当的情况下运用。
也许当自己所抱的期望不高时，一旦成功会更开心。
期望不要抱得太高，但上进心依然是必有的。
因为你，我，学会了保护自己...

谢谢你让我长大了。

Just you,

After completely finish reading every post of your blog,
I regret for not finish reading them earlier...
I could have know u better
Some of your post touched me, u are so thoughtful, mature...so ideal...
You're just so different from others,
The first word tat comes to my mind when I saw those posts is 'Wow'
Still remember, the first few times I chat v u,
I told myself:" Gal, u have just found the rite one to set as ur example!''
I have so much to learn from u...
Things gt a lot better after I knew u...
U gave me confident, u gave me happiness, u r still givin me them though...=)
We've been through a lot don't we?
I believe there will be more waiting for us in the future......

I wish I can forget about tat......

My heart broke into pieces
I thought I'd always have u when I fall...
I never knew there's a side of u like tat....
I'm dissapointed...
I feel like a wall that's used to protect me has tumbled...
The thing that happened rite infront of me will haunt me for the rest of my life...
I dunno am I doing rite, helping u to hide it frm others...
This morning when I woke up, I tried to tell myself  tat was a dream...
But, I failed rite when I stare into the mirror...
My eyes are swollen, they prove I cried last nite...
I always thought u will be the one who guide me...but instead......haizz....
I noe u are guilty
What u had promised me, I'll have faith in u...
I'll built tis wall up again...
Please, please, please, dun let it tumble again...
I dun wanna c what we both dun wanna c....
U should b the one guiding me, bt nw it's completely different...

To my dearest sister

HapPy BirThdAy~~~
17 years old d, so fast...haha
I noe what u want for your birthday is impossible...
Coz I dun wanna kena tangkap by kidnapping someone >.< haha!
Anyway, thanks for everything =)
Thanks for being the one I share secrets wif.
Thanks for loving me...XD
Thanks for helping and teaching me...
U are the best sis I hv~~~ MuackxX~~~
May God bless u and guide u through everything la!!
U must always b happy o...coz u hv such an adorable & loving sister lyk me =P hahaha!!

So much to do, so little time

Pressure, pressure!!!

Never mind, I'll juz treat it as something that helps me grow...

All this hard work will work out someday..

JSCO, gambateh~~~

Not much time left d, dun waste time, quick! polish up everything!!

We can do it de!! Jia you jia you~

I still believe

Some how I know I will find a way To a brighter day in the sun
Somewhere I know that he waits for me
Someday soon he'll see I'm the one

I won't give up on this feeling
And nothing will keep me away


'Cause I still believe in destiny
That you and I were meant to be
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above
'Cause I still believe
Believe in love


I know what's real cannot be denied
Although it may hide for a while
With just one touch love can conquer fears
Turning all your tears into smiles


It's such a wondrous feeling
I know that my heart can't be wrong


Love can make miracles
Change everything
Lift you from the darkness and make your heart sing
Love is forever
When you fall
It's the greatest time of them all

One more day left XD

HapPy~ ~ ~ ~

One more day and exam is FINISH!! XD

Muahahahahaha!!!!

I wanna sleep rite after the exam ends la >.<..

But I have tuition and CO activity 2moro =( ..

Now I look like that>> @.@ already...

This week din sleep for 3 nights d,...

Tonite not gonna sleep too, have to bia my K.H(damn boring) n Science..

Gonna have music when I study later or I'll fall asleep...

I'll have Adam Lambert to accompany me to study~lucky me~ wakakaka!!

<< Bia for the last day!!!! Muahahahaha!!

That "Guy" by David Choi (That girl-original)

Oh tonight I'm feeling fine
I'm alone just wasting time
no Friday movie nights or romantic candlelight

I'm just having conversations
with the thoughts in my head
all I hear are angels crying
oh won't they just sing instead

It would be wrong for me to say

I don't need that guy by my side
I don't need that guy in my life
I don't want to talk it out
or let him holds me when I cry

I don't want to say he's my kind
I don't want to say that he's mine
I don't want to tell him
that I love him more than life
more than life, love her more than life

Honestly, this won't do
how is he doing?
I tell myself I'm feeling swell
but I know I'm such a fool
I'll just take it as a new beginning
but you know I don't feel that way
who will take all this pain away?

Talk about a sin
was the day I walked into the other side
I would run back in
I wouldn't waste no time

I am gonna admit it still hurts...

Well, it has been sometimes since that day
I told myself to be strong...
I told myself to get up and walk...
I told myself I can recover soon...
I told myself tomoro will b a better day...
I told myself not to give more pressure on u...
So, many times I hide my pain infront of u.
I dun wanna c u sad, c u guilty.
I swallow my tears not to make u worry.
I cheated myself saying I am alright.
Finally I realize, I shouldn't keep it to myself that...........
deep inside my heart there's still a wound...
It still hurts badly...
I am trying very very hard to stop the pain from affecting me...
Especially at this time when exam is coming soon...
I need to concentrate on my studies......

White Horse

Say you're sorry, that face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you

Holding on, the days drag on
Stupid girl, I should have known

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive, got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings, now I know

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now

It's too late to catch me now

White Horse - Taylor Swift

I become >>@.@ le

I am sick d T.T ...

Very tired, I thought I can hv a gud sleep yesterday nite.

Who knows!! I had the worse nitemare ever!!

2day I can't even concentrate in class...

So sleepy n uncomfortable...

Haiz, hope I'll get well soon la, exam coming soon d...

Cn't let it affect my studies! Gambateh~~~

BZ i.n.g

It will be a very very bz year...
Skul's exam coming soon 31/5 >.<
After that, Chun Lei competition..
Then trial exam n PMR...
So much to do, so little time...

All I can say is JIA YOU!!!=)

=) I Must Smile

I dunno if u know that everything u told me is very important to me...
I dunno y, every little sentence and word u said stucks in my mind...
Can u imagine? All those things u told me before we go to bed through that 1 month+?
They are still spinning in my head...>.<...
Every smile on your face lightens up my day...
Every messages from you are like treasures to me...
Never told u that huh~ hahaha......
Many times I wanna go under the rain but I remember what I promised u...
It stops me from hurting myself...
I never knew that there might be someone like u that changes my life...
I never knew I would treat someone so importantly...
That's why I'll get lost sometimes...
Wonderin' what is my next step, wonderin' watcha thinking...
All this wondering might make me kinda down sometimes...
Then what u told me came to my mind again:" Don't cry la, smile. =D."
It really makes me smile again ^~^
Thank you rocker dude...>.<...
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sorry

我好过分，
不知道让多少人为了我流泪...
一个星期里让三个人哭...

对不起，我没做好朋友的本分...
忽略你们了...
我只顾着伤心，顾着掩饰...
忘了听你们的心事啊...
我很自私对吧？

Joe, 对不起...
下次再也不敢像昨天那样了...
还有， 很多时候都没把我真正的心情告诉你...
我是怕你们担心.....

Faith

1 month++....
u let me learn so much things...
Of cuz, I still wish i can learn more frm u...
But who knows if i still hv the chance...
Let God decide then...

Sry, I'm wasnt vry responsible...
I m nt careful n caring enough...
Look bak n i'll feel guilty sometimes..
But wat's the point, its over...
I should look forward...

If i could hv another chance, I promise to do better
If I dun, let it b then...

HapPy dAy (2o-2-2010)

Woohoo...Like that wonderful day v much!!

Thx to all of u hu were there n made it a nice day...

Next time if we go Seoul Garden, Josephine, pls dun drop the egg again...XD

Oh...make sure tis would'nt happen again, hahaha:

Daniel, thx 4 the key-chain...luv it =)
soooo cute...

I wanna c u guys dance again, hahaha

And Sophia, next time dun let me drink so much latte ^^~

Tired and Stress

Its only after two weeks the school starts and I am so tired...
Every day I have to stay back after school for school activities or tution.
Oh ya, and the teachers in my class love giving us homework, projects etc...
So, I have to stay up late to finish my work.....Now, I look like a panda with my panda eyes....
I saw the graphic down there that describes my thought perfectly:


Now u noe how I truly feels inside....hehe....

2010

2010!!! Happy New Year everyone!! Since it's a new year, there'll be new hope!
I, stArwish anGel wish u a prosperous new year!!

I believe God will bless all of us through out this new year.
For those students who are sitting UPSR, PMR, SPM or STPM this year, work harder guys!! X)
I'll pray 4 u....and myself as I m sitting my PMR this year.....

NEW YEAR, NEW HOPE, NEW START
GAMBATEH everyone!!