I surrender

I was reali mad at u...Why? Cuz I missed u too much...
I did not noe wad to do...
Then I made up my mind to take my dirty little revenge...
But the innocent smile of yours destroyed every plans of mine..
And the pictures of our past haunted me like ever before...
How could I ever resist you?
Didn't wanna hurt you or make you sad...
But I can't keep it in my heart forever...
So then I erupted juz like a volcano...
Pouring everything to you, felt both happy and sad...
But the tenderness of yours wasn't enough to cheer me up...

Luckily, I have someone to cheer me up..
I was happy after tat someone chatted with me...
No matter it's bitter or sweet,
this someone is willing to help me and acompany me...
Thank God I have both of you in my life =)

For you I will~

Thank you Josh for the lyrics =) It means a lot to me...

听说南方从来不会有寂寞
听说在海边世界没有尽头
你哭覂告诉我
你和他梦想的种种
我会是你雨天的湖泊
拥抱你的温柔
好想看你的笑容
对离开的他说
你心中那份美丽
怎么找都不会再有
轻轻触摸未来遥远的风
有一天你会找回你的梦
幸福是看得透而不是
舍不得他的所有
慢慢触摸天空暖暖的火
我在这天黑了也不会走
你的快乐除了他
还有我永远守候
不要难过
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听说冬天叶子熟了会脸红
听说在天空有迷人的星座
一起去探险吧
也许你会喜欢而感动
你沉默的时候
我知道你的心还很痛
真想看你的笑容
对你的他大声说

Butterfly kisses

Went back to my primary skul 2day
I gt butterfly kisses all over me...
I m serious, ' butterfly kisses ' from real butterflies..
Noe y? cuz I went to visit the butterfly farm there...haha!
Once I gt in there I rili dun feel like coming out...
Watching God's little miracles inside =)
Hmm, really interesting...

无尽的迷宫

那双手把我引进了无尽的迷宫...
他答应过我要陪我走到最后。
可是他却在半途调头而走...

一个人试着走完那无尽的迷宫...
伤心无助的我们无法再回头，
只好往前方勇敢地走下去...

也许他已经回到了迷宫的入口...
而我却脱离不了这无尽的迷宫.
我对着那星闪闪的天空许了愿

希望他会在无尽的迷宫出口等待
只要他愿意，我再怎么辛苦也会撑下去的。
我会把那不可能完成的迷宫走完！

疑惑星星们会不会让我的心愿达成...

我学会了

你总让我有很多幻想空间...
对我来说，一开始是好事。
日子久了，才发现这些幻想空间让我失望了好多次...
因此， 我决定了不因为你说的话去幻想，去猜测...
学了好久，终于成功啦！
我把不舍得的牺牲了，
现在一点都不后悔..
因为，我明白了预防胜于治疗！
有时别期望太高是好的，失望时就不会那么辛苦。
不对，应该说，不期望就不会失望。
不过，这句话要懂得在适当的情况下运用。
也许当自己所抱的期望不高时，一旦成功会更开心。
期望不要抱得太高，但上进心依然是必有的。
因为你，我，学会了保护自己...

谢谢你让我长大了。

Just you,

After completely finish reading every post of your blog,
I regret for not finish reading them earlier...
I could have know u better
Some of your post touched me, u are so thoughtful, mature...so ideal...
You're just so different from others,
The first word tat comes to my mind when I saw those posts is 'Wow'
Still remember, the first few times I chat v u,
I told myself:" Gal, u have just found the rite one to set as ur example!''
I have so much to learn from u...
Things gt a lot better after I knew u...
U gave me confident, u gave me happiness, u r still givin me them though...=)
We've been through a lot don't we?
I believe there will be more waiting for us in the future......

I wish I can forget about tat......

My heart broke into pieces
I thought I'd always have u when I fall...
I never knew there's a side of u like tat....
I'm dissapointed...
I feel like a wall that's used to protect me has tumbled...
The thing that happened rite infront of me will haunt me for the rest of my life...
I dunno am I doing rite, helping u to hide it frm others...
This morning when I woke up, I tried to tell myself  tat was a dream...
But, I failed rite when I stare into the mirror...
My eyes are swollen, they prove I cried last nite...
I always thought u will be the one who guide me...but instead......haizz....
I noe u are guilty
What u had promised me, I'll have faith in u...
I'll built tis wall up again...
Please, please, please, dun let it tumble again...
I dun wanna c what we both dun wanna c....
U should b the one guiding me, bt nw it's completely different...