I wish I can forget about tat......

My heart broke into pieces
I thought I'd always have u when I fall...
I never knew there's a side of u like tat....
I'm dissapointed...
I feel like a wall that's used to protect me has tumbled...
The thing that happened rite infront of me will haunt me for the rest of my life...
I dunno am I doing rite, helping u to hide it frm others...
This morning when I woke up, I tried to tell myself  tat was a dream...
But, I failed rite when I stare into the mirror...
My eyes are swollen, they prove I cried last nite...
I always thought u will be the one who guide me...but instead......haizz....
I noe u are guilty
What u had promised me, I'll have faith in u...
I'll built tis wall up again...
Please, please, please, dun let it tumble again...
I dun wanna c what we both dun wanna c....
U should b the one guiding me, bt nw it's completely different...

To my dearest sister

HapPy BirThdAy~~~
17 years old d, so fast...haha
I noe what u want for your birthday is impossible...
Coz I dun wanna kena tangkap by kidnapping someone >.< haha!
Anyway, thanks for everything =)
Thanks for being the one I share secrets wif.
Thanks for loving me...XD
Thanks for helping and teaching me...
U are the best sis I hv~~~ MuackxX~~~
May God bless u and guide u through everything la!!
U must always b happy o...coz u hv such an adorable & loving sister lyk me =P hahaha!!

So much to do, so little time

Pressure, pressure!!!

Never mind, I'll juz treat it as something that helps me grow...

All this hard work will work out someday..

JSCO, gambateh~~~

Not much time left d, dun waste time, quick! polish up everything!!

We can do it de!! Jia you jia you~

I still believe

Some how I know I will find a way To a brighter day in the sun
Somewhere I know that he waits for me
Someday soon he'll see I'm the one

I won't give up on this feeling
And nothing will keep me away


'Cause I still believe in destiny
That you and I were meant to be
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above
'Cause I still believe
Believe in love


I know what's real cannot be denied
Although it may hide for a while
With just one touch love can conquer fears
Turning all your tears into smiles


It's such a wondrous feeling
I know that my heart can't be wrong


Love can make miracles
Change everything
Lift you from the darkness and make your heart sing
Love is forever
When you fall
It's the greatest time of them all

One more day left XD

HapPy~ ~ ~ ~

One more day and exam is FINISH!! XD

Muahahahahaha!!!!

I wanna sleep rite after the exam ends la >.<..

But I have tuition and CO activity 2moro =( ..

Now I look like that>> @.@ already...

This week din sleep for 3 nights d,...

Tonite not gonna sleep too, have to bia my K.H(damn boring) n Science..

Gonna have music when I study later or I'll fall asleep...

I'll have Adam Lambert to accompany me to study~lucky me~ wakakaka!!

<< Bia for the last day!!!! Muahahahaha!!

That "Guy" by David Choi (That girl-original)

Oh tonight I'm feeling fine
I'm alone just wasting time
no Friday movie nights or romantic candlelight

I'm just having conversations
with the thoughts in my head
all I hear are angels crying
oh won't they just sing instead

It would be wrong for me to say

I don't need that guy by my side
I don't need that guy in my life
I don't want to talk it out
or let him holds me when I cry

I don't want to say he's my kind
I don't want to say that he's mine
I don't want to tell him
that I love him more than life
more than life, love her more than life

Honestly, this won't do
how is he doing?
I tell myself I'm feeling swell
but I know I'm such a fool
I'll just take it as a new beginning
but you know I don't feel that way
who will take all this pain away?

Talk about a sin
was the day I walked into the other side
I would run back in
I wouldn't waste no time

I am gonna admit it still hurts...

Well, it has been sometimes since that day
I told myself to be strong...
I told myself to get up and walk...
I told myself I can recover soon...
I told myself tomoro will b a better day...
I told myself not to give more pressure on u...
So, many times I hide my pain infront of u.
I dun wanna c u sad, c u guilty.
I swallow my tears not to make u worry.
I cheated myself saying I am alright.
Finally I realize, I shouldn't keep it to myself that...........
deep inside my heart there's still a wound...
It still hurts badly...
I am trying very very hard to stop the pain from affecting me...
Especially at this time when exam is coming soon...
I need to concentrate on my studies......