I am gonna admit it still hurts...

Well, it has been sometimes since that day
I told myself to be strong...
I told myself to get up and walk...
I told myself I can recover soon...
I told myself tomoro will b a better day...
I told myself not to give more pressure on u...
So, many times I hide my pain infront of u.
I dun wanna c u sad, c u guilty.
I swallow my tears not to make u worry.
I cheated myself saying I am alright.
Finally I realize, I shouldn't keep it to myself that...........
deep inside my heart there's still a wound...
It still hurts badly...
I am trying very very hard to stop the pain from affecting me...
Especially at this time when exam is coming soon...
I need to concentrate on my studies......

White Horse

Say you're sorry, that face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you

Holding on, the days drag on
Stupid girl, I should have known

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive, got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings, now I know

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now

It's too late to catch me now

White Horse - Taylor Swift

I become >>@.@ le

I am sick d T.T ...

Very tired, I thought I can hv a gud sleep yesterday nite.

Who knows!! I had the worse nitemare ever!!

2day I can't even concentrate in class...

So sleepy n uncomfortable...

Haiz, hope I'll get well soon la, exam coming soon d...

Cn't let it affect my studies! Gambateh~~~

BZ i.n.g

It will be a very very bz year...
Skul's exam coming soon 31/5 >.<
After that, Chun Lei competition..
Then trial exam n PMR...
So much to do, so little time...

All I can say is JIA YOU!!!=)

=) I Must Smile

I dunno if u know that everything u told me is very important to me...
I dunno y, every little sentence and word u said stucks in my mind...
Can u imagine? All those things u told me before we go to bed through that 1 month+?
They are still spinning in my head...>.<...
Every smile on your face lightens up my day...
Every messages from you are like treasures to me...
Never told u that huh~ hahaha......
Many times I wanna go under the rain but I remember what I promised u...
It stops me from hurting myself...
I never knew that there might be someone like u that changes my life...
I never knew I would treat someone so importantly...
That's why I'll get lost sometimes...
Wonderin' what is my next step, wonderin' watcha thinking...
All this wondering might make me kinda down sometimes...
Then what u told me came to my mind again:" Don't cry la, smile. =D."
It really makes me smile again ^~^
Thank you rocker dude...>.<...
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sorry

我好过分，
不知道让多少人为了我流泪...
一个星期里让三个人哭...

对不起，我没做好朋友的本分...
忽略你们了...
我只顾着伤心，顾着掩饰...
忘了听你们的心事啊...
我很自私对吧？

Joe, 对不起...
下次再也不敢像昨天那样了...
还有， 很多时候都没把我真正的心情告诉你...
我是怕你们担心.....