That "Guy" by David Choi (That girl-original)

Oh tonight I'm feeling fine
I'm alone just wasting time
no Friday movie nights or romantic candlelight

I'm just having conversations
with the thoughts in my head
all I hear are angels crying
oh won't they just sing instead

It would be wrong for me to say

I don't need that guy by my side
I don't need that guy in my life
I don't want to talk it out
or let him holds me when I cry

I don't want to say he's my kind
I don't want to say that he's mine
I don't want to tell him
that I love him more than life
more than life, love her more than life

Honestly, this won't do
how is he doing?
I tell myself I'm feeling swell
but I know I'm such a fool
I'll just take it as a new beginning
but you know I don't feel that way
who will take all this pain away?

Talk about a sin
was the day I walked into the other side
I would run back in
I wouldn't waste no time